I want to thank Mike Morrow, the chair of our deputation, for allowing me to write the final posting for this 77th General Convention. It will give me a chance not only to summarize this Convention but to take a nostalgic trip back over my 20 years of General Convention ministry.
I was first elected to serve as a deputy in 1992, and my first Convention was right here in Indianapolis in 1994. As all rookies do, I had to rely on some very helpful mentors in my early years. At the risk of overlooking many, I want to specifically mention David With, Sam Criss and Jim Upton. I have had the opportunity to pass on their wisdom to many other new deputies from Kansas.
Much has changed over these years, and from the vantage point of 2012 it is very clear that the changes of the past will be next to nothing compared with the reimagining that found new momentum in this Convention. I believe that The Episcopal Church of the very near future will be dramatically different from the church that I have known. The old form of church worked well for my generation, but it is clearly outdated for the future, and the young generations know it.
In my opinion our prior structure allowed us to navigate some very treacherous waters, especially those that were generated by issues of human sexuality. We had to suffer a lot of criticism for our inability to solve these issues and move on to what were thought to be more important matters. However, the issues would not go away – at least not until 2012.
From my perspective the 2000 Convention in Denver was the turning point for our church in Convention, not only with respect to issues of sexuality but with respect to collegiality in the House of Deputies. I give credit to Presiding Bishop Frank Griswold for redirecting the mood of the house that year. He preached at every Eucharist during that Convention, and his theme of collegiality was consistent. I know that change was difficult to see from the outside since that was a time of major schism in our church. However, I believe that was a necessary schism, and Bishop Griswold was a key pastor in helping us through it.
That is behind us now, and I have a very positive feeling about the future. The two legislative centerpieces in 2012 have been the final resolution of our one remaining major issue on sexuality and our strong sense of mission to restructure our church.
The primary reason for my optimism is the demonstrated quality of the young people who were so active in this year’s Convention. Ask any member of our deputation about this, and I am confident they will tell you the same thing. We had 16 deputies from the Official Youth Presence, and they were amazing. They only have a voice, not a vote, but they used their voices to the delight of the House of Deputies.
The Youth Presence was composed of high school students, but there were many young adults serving as regular deputies. In the Kansas deputation, we were fortunate to have Natalie Vanatta, a participant in the Episcopal Service Corps, and Steven King, a seminary student. And dare I say it, I would include Craig Loya, who is under 40, in this youth movement. He clearly demonstrated his leadership skills as an important member of the Committee on Structure. I hope that he will be a viable candidate for the new task force that will design the restructure of the church.
This young adult presence takes me back to that same 2000 Denver Convention when the Kansas deputation included Sarah Knoll (then age 18), Helen Svoboda and Kelly Demo. These three dynamic young women now are all ordained leaders in our church. These memories do, however, include their constant harassment of me on the floor of the house. They continually posted signs on the back of my chair and at my place at the deputation table referring to “grumpy old man.” (And that was 12 years ago!)
Finally, I want to mention the generosity of this year’s deputation. Mike Morrow graciously honored me by relinquishing the chair for the final day of the Convention and letting me occupy my familiar seat yesterday. The deputation gave me a beautiful icon of the Good Shepherd as a tribute to my career.
This really seems like an appropriate and comfortable time to step away from this ministry. The church and the deputation of Kansas are in good hands. At the risk of going “over the top” in my personal introspection, I want to share a biblical analogy offered to me by my good friend Sarah Knoll Sweeney. She mentioned to me the image of Moses, standing on the mountain looking over the Jordan into the Promised Land that he would not enter. That is exactly how I feel today.
My thanks to all of you for this opportunity to serve the diocese that I love.